life learn love

(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) nape ko pakai nick ni?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) apa yg ko cube terangkan life learn love
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) simple and menarik minat aku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) tu sbb aku msg
(life_learn_love) owh yer ke
(life_learn_love) sbb nyer
(life_learn_love) nih 3 mende lam idup kite ar
(life_learn_love) hidup
(life_learn_love) blaja
(life_learn_love) kasih sayang
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) ye ke?
(life_learn_love) sumer mesti ader
(life_learn_love) baru idup tu lengkap
(life_learn_love) yup
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) i thought ko nak terangkan life kite ni mengajar tentang kasih sayang
(life_learn_love) tgk yer..
(life_learn_love) we life 2 learn n love
(life_learn_love) we learn 2 life n love
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) live?
(life_learn_love) we love 2 learn n life
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) good idea
(life_learn_love) erm...
(life_learn_love) bkn idea aku
(life_learn_love) tp aku bace lam buku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) ye ke
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) buku pe
(life_learn_love) ntah la
(life_learn_love) aku pon tak igt
(life_learn_love) tapi kate2 nih mmg aku igt
(life_learn_love) aku suke bace buku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) bagus ar kalo dipraktikkan

at least i learn something today. learn from a new fren which is younger than me. but nothings wrong rite? coz
knowledges are everywhere. as long as we keep searching, it wont finish
life is great if u enjoy it.

special thanks to sara :)

cinta hatiku...

ZAHID ku menang jua.
slama 10 weeks i balik tetiap minggu hanya utk akademi fantasia 2 and now i really berpuas hati
dgn keputusan nye. cinta hatiku berjaya membawa pulang citreon haha
LONG LIVE TO ZAHID

welcome back to BOTE!

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all
be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


The Reason - Hoobastank

lets the party started!

dearie blog!

at last! haha cuti saya kembali. welcome to my beloved home, room. hehe
one week cuti takkan dipersiakan rite?
i wake up late today haha revenge time
kat Bote bukan nye bole relaxing
yesterday i went back from Bote with Nolie and Reena
i drove by myself coz dua org lagi tu tidak mempunyai lesen hehe
and i ikut satu lagi kereta kawan. at least ade gak guy yg ikut kan?
so i went back with Miri,Borhan,Shah,Helmi and Pa'an.
Paan is a cs student. very shy and very quiet. dunno la why
i baru je kenal ngan Miri. he's very nice and a bit shy maybe hehe
teringat time pegi umah bob. wow! gempak gile.
seronok dpt kenal ngan bebudak tu. but nape kami bertige je pompuan? hehe
fit,miri,kusut,oliver,sheih,acap,farouq pun ade
bob's parents mmg sporting abis. terasa best je family bob tu
sepanjang semester ni gak i met iqbal,fizi,pejal,bear nenama yg slalu dengar but tak pnah kenal
ye la i kan pemalu haha
but at the same time im really worry bout the family tag.
can we do it? bob as a president also tak yakin apa agi i yg setiausaha je hehe
ntah la dedoakan la family tag for accountacy students berjaye!
hey dah la. penat la menaip
babai

saya lagi

dear blog

i just went back from uitm today.
i went supper with my frens
nothing much happen this week
i got new fren here. very nice person
then trust me not
i can live without him now
i can live without thinking of him anymore
even i can live without talking thru the phone just
to say good nite
i can live without him

my last day..

dearie blog

this is my last day dr cuti 3 bulan.
i'll miss my bed, my pc, my room, my mom and dad of course
not forget kedai makan yg slalu dilepaki
maybe for him too. maybe dia akan kata
'phew! thanks god shes leaving!'
gonna miss him. dunno what to do more
bye bye bye

how stupid of me...

dear blog

hari ni hari yg paling bodo dlm idup
setelah bersusah menyusun jadual
setelah 4 kali kena maki dgn ketua program
setelah dari 11.30 am to 3.30 pm nak dptkan signature nya
akhirnya i found out ive done a silly mistake!
so secara kesimpulan nya jadual naz skang bertinidih
my god! i tatau nak buat apa
now i rasa nak menangis je just because of this
bukan nya naz takut berdepan dgn ketua program
but just cam rasa nyusahkan idup naz
and tetiba naz rasa tawar hati utk belajar
now i tengah menyusun kembali jadual
but i have no idea apa akan ketua program lakukan
maki? maki la kalau tu bole menjanjikan tandatangan nya
but cuba bayangkan kalau dia tanak sign?
rite now i rasa cam org bodo+bengap+gile

its my life..

dear blog..

i dunno apa yg i rasa
but forsure this is my last day after break 3 months
well naz gagal lagi
gagal utk mencari sesuatu dlm idup naz
sesuatu yg lama telah kosong
im not jeles to anybody but yeah i admit it now
im so alone and alone
everytime naz dpt rasa benda tu and everytime tu gak gagal
dulu pnah menunggu someone
tunggu cam org bodoh
and apa yg naz dpt akhirnye just a phrase
'we shouldnt b frens anymore'
afterdat ive been admiring someone but hes so ego
ego dgn cara nya. and naz realize cara naz berbeza
i let him go and waiting for someone yg turun dari langit
and thank god ive found someone who really baik to me
but sadly it happen again. frens? yeah what ever.
cerita cinta yg naz tatau bile penghujungnya
cerita cinta naz yg bila akhirnya
cerita cinta naz yg tak pernah kekal
cerita cinta naz yg tak sama dgn apa yg diidamkan
dis is my life. my unfair life.
itu saja

once upon a time...

(somebody) (ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) agaknye saya je la gile kat awk <=== ni betul ker nih?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) apa yg btol?
(somebody) betul ker awak gile? :P
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) gile ape?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) kat awak?
(somebody) :)
(somebody) mana ler saya tau

aku bukannya sasterawan negara...
aku hanya manusia biasa menaip sekadar untuk meluah
meluah apa yang dirasa
meluah apa yang tidak terungkap
meluah apa yang ada dalam hati

pupus

Aku tak mengerti, apa yang kurasa
rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
telah ku relakan, hatiku padamu
namun kau masih bisu, diam seribu bahasa
dan hati kecilku bicara

Reff :
baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
kau buat remuk sluruh hatiku

semoga aku akan memahami sisi hatimu yang beku
semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

dewa

today's news

i gotta flu! heavy flu. pity me

if i can..

if i can get back a friend
by letting go half of my life
i'd do that
if that's what i've to pay
i'd pay
just dont take a friendship away
i've already lost a lot
i've lost a lot

*steelburn*

today's activities

dear blog,

dlm sejarah hidup saya tidak ke mana mana sempena sabtu atau cuti hehe. percaya ke tidak saya hanya duduk dirumah dr pagi sampai ke ptg. well berjaya gak even mati bosan

today gak **phoof** tetiba teringat kenangan lama
di skolah. students, teachers and principle. well admit it im very notty kat secondary school. bilik pengetua tu dah cam kelas tempat belajar. hehe. mrs shanty, ms norazah, mrs arumalar. alan,sarip,nad,zal,adik,karnain,sepul hehe memuka trouble maker. not forget parap,shatysh, shrizal. sume muke muke pembawa masalah. melepak kat tangki skolah, fly makan luar skolah. cabut dr skolah. well normal kan?
but all teachers kene admit yg nakal ni la kebanggaan skolah skang. memasing slamat ke universiti. well? sendri mau ingat la

today gak teringat a guy yg pernah jadi someone and now being no one to me. but bile difikir klaka. 1 and 1/2 year he asked me to wait for him. but at last he said to me 'we shouldn's b fren' haha bullshit!

setiap langkah ada pilihan. tiap pilihan ada resiko. tiap resiko ada penyelesaian. tiap penyelesaian ada langkah baru. lalu memilih lagi. -Nazla Luthfiah

berhenti berharap..

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang...tanpa dendam
ku terima kekalahanku
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat

by: eross chandra , sheila on 7

aku

aku ada ruang sendiri
jangan tanye mengapa dan kenapa
dewasa adalah aset
aku ceria selalu hingga ke tahap maksima
terbang bersama aku
jangan tuduh aku jahat sebelum kenal
aku tahu apa yg aku buat
hidup ini mesti bebas makan,minum,bermain,berlari
atau jangan buat apa apa
ini adalah kehendak maksima aku

under18

special thanks

tahukan this is my first time menulis
menulis utk dipublish kan pd org lain
even diary pun saya tak ada
thanks to someone yg mmg someone to me
gives me all support for my blog
and someone also asked me
is it that hard to be far away from family?
for me yes it is haha mmg susah coz tak pernah dibiasakan
and plus i just got a brother so? manja tu mmg ada la kan?
well today is 3rd june. another 14 days to go
im going to uitm again after cuti 3 bulan hehe
im gonna miss my room, bed, pc, my mom's pot pet pot pet
and my dad's cooking. why? series my dad is a good chef
today i went to gathering. gath for bebudak uitm or more specific bebudak kelas 2C. i did have fun there and plus my exclassmate too! pity him. dibuang dr uitm kerana tak cukup pointer. but watch out coz he will be back this june
couldnt wait to see him again. hes so nice and selalu balik shah alam with me. coz we're in the same class and bus too hehehe. a special thanks for acab, noli and reena for keep accompany me bile balik dr ipoh.
utk Dia yg diatas, apa lagi yg saya bole katakan?
selain mengucap syukur atas pemberian yg tidak ternilai
my family, frens and my life
my life doesnt good enough but i did enjoy with my life now
kalau la fairy godmother betul- betul wujud like in shrek2
saya nak minta i live happily ever after with my life now
itu saja..kerna saya bangga mengenali kalian semua

my 1st time

hi
this is my first time utk cuba publish kan bout me
well dlm idup ni byk yg jadi kenangan
our first time gaji, first skool, even first gf/bf
selalunye yg first la akan diingati.
i still remember my first time in uitm
god! ive been crying all nite long for 2 months!
can u imagine dat?
how homesick i am.
bayangkan selama ni hidup tidak pernah kongsi apa apa
tiba-tiba my life had changed.
i cant do this, i cant do that
sampai satu masa my mom told me just quit from uitm.
simple as that. but time tu i realized
hey whats wrong with me?
bayangkan one budak akaun share bilik with 3 art students.
its not ok. but luckily ive got frens disebelah bilik yg semua nya bebudak akaun. and the did understood me well
thanks to meq,atiq,aisyah,ida
not forget to my best buddy syahidah
she will always there for me. listen to me
and shes only 17! my junior? yes she is.
but now dah nak masuk tahun kedua i kat uitm
alhamdulillah everythings going very fine
and insya allah will always fine..